Could it be? I really do love my husband? Ha, I meant love him as in need him, care about him, and have caught myself referring to him as “husband” on this blog twice now. Oye vey! My hard surface is beginning to crack.
I was chatting with a friend and it hit me, starting next week I will be without him for a solid month. I will be in Houston doing an internship and going to school at a local community college and he will back in Nacogdoches working and also going to school. My friend suggested that we see each other on the weekends, which is, I guess, our only option but what about nights, sleeping alone? I use to hate it when he would sleep over because he would hog the bed but now he is my snuggle pom and I HAVE, HAVE, HAVE to drape my leg over his body in order to sleep. Now I will be cuddling with a Pomeranian or sleeping in my parents bed lol. This blows. Then my friend goes on to suggest that I will be plenty busy with our numerous wine nights we already have scheduled, but I’m sure I will be an absolute drag as going to her house and seeing her with her hubby would most likely have me in tears. Boo. I will be alone in the world, fuck… now I remember why being single sucked so much ass.
** Interesting Fact of the Day **
Today, I got asked to compare Dan & I’s relationship to another popular couple and I immediately thought of The Taming of the Shrew. This is how I ultimately feel down deep inside but I instead answered: “Milo & Otis without a doubt! Cat & Dog… different but great friends and make the best team!” Kinda the same thing if you think about REAL hard about it. 🙂
Thy husband is thy lord, thy life, thy keeper,
Thy head, thy sovereign, one that cares for thee,
And for thy maintenance commits his body
To painful labour both by sea and land,
To watch the night in storms, the day in cold,
Whilst thou liest warm at home, secure and safe,
And craves no other tribute at thy hands
But love, fair looks, and true obedience,
Too little payment for so great a debt.